Table of Contents
Preface — A Life Shaped by Stories, Dreams and Visions
• My Parents, Scheherazade, and Other Master Storytellers
• The Stories That Shape Our Lives
Introduction — Stories: The Disaster Relief Kit of Your Life
• Difficulties in Life: A Calling to the Path of the Reluctant Metaphysician
• What is a Reluctant Metaphysician?
• Towards a Holistic Model of Human Spirituality
• The Tapestry of This Book
• The Structure of This Book
• Mount Analogue
Chapters
1. Stories That Reveal and Heal: Stories and Practices That Change Our Lives
• Stories: The Spiritual Bones of Our Lives
• Putting Stories in your Disaster Relief Kit
- What to Do When the (Your) World Is Destroyed: The Story of Icanchu and Chuna
- Stories That Help Us Appreciate Our Uniqueness: Ugly Duckling
- The Coat of Many Colors We Each Wear: Joseph’s Story
- The Old Woman in the Cave: Frame Story of This Book
• Exercising Your Story Muscles
• Dreams
• Finding Your Sacred Note
• The Rabbi in the Woods
2. Our Bodies: Holders of the Keys to Self Knowledge
• Fate: Hidden in Our Bodies
• My Childhood Energy Blocks
• Healing Practices and Healing Stores Are Borne from Our Bodily Diseases: A Metaphysical Perspective
3. Our Childhood Dreams: Keys to Our Karma and Dharma
• Murdered by Nazis: A Lucid Repetitive Dream
• Keeping Mystery Alive as You Interpret Your Story
• Following the Hermeneutical Path of Interpretation
4. Two Rivers Become One: What is Your Power Spot in Nature Trying to Tell You?
• Outward Introspection: Finding Our Deepest Selves in Nature
• My Life Path: Two Streams Joining
• Healing Traditions Based in Nature
• The Problem with Following Your Unique Vision
5. A Lawyer Abducted by Metaphysical Forces: The Wider Forces That Can Change Our Destinies
• My College Years: Sprouting the Seeds of a Metaphysical Life
• Woodstock: Social Forces and Psychedelic Experiences
• Changing Occupational Paths Mid-Stream: My Father’s Disappointment
• A Lawyer, Captured by Astrological Forces?
• The Actualization of Fate? An Astrological Pathway Opens
• The Transformative Forces of the Cosmos
• Ananke—The Goddess of Necessity
6. The Land Where the Sun Rises in the West and Sets in the East
• The New School for Social Research
• Healing Anxiety with the Secret of the Golden Flower: My First Teaching Job—Montclair State
• Revolution of Consciousness and the Psychedelic Revolution
• Dream of the Land Where the Sun Rises in the West
• Following the Hero’s Call to Move to the West
• Parcival’s Quest for the Holy Grail
• Dangers in Answering the Metaphysical Calling
7. Four Shaman: The Esalen Institute Calling
• Telegraph Avenue and the Counter-Culture: Mythology Comes Alive on the Streets
• Esalen Institute: Center of the Human Growth and Potential Movement
• The Four Shaman Dream
8. What’s Your and My True Name?
• My Doctoral Years: Saybrook Graduate School
• Financial Struggles during My Doctoral Years: Teaching at Laney College
• Opening the Door to the Metaphysical Inner World
• Pre-Modern Metaphysical Views of Our Life’s Purpose: Opening to the Genii within
• Exploring the Western and Eastern Initiatory Traditions
• My Flowering at Saybrook’s Doctoral Psychology Program
• My Forty-Night Vision Quest
• Shamanic Dismemberment and the Quest to Find Our Soul’s Purpose
• The Metaphysical Aliments of Our Times
• Mythogems of Our Life’s Purpose
• Carrying Forward the Vision: The Quest for Our “True Names”
• Is There Something to This Astrology Stuff, and Are the Words That Open the Door to Our Inner Genii’s Cave Astrological Symbols?
9. Living a Metaphysical Life
• The Baal Shem Tov, Master of the Holy Name’s Influence on My Life
• My Name: Connected to Michael Maier, the Alchemist
• The Metaphysics behind Our Life Choices
• Carrying Forth the Vision: Teaching at JFK University—While Sleeping in the Woods
10. Meetings with Remarkable People and Traditions
• Seeing Yourself in All Beings, and All Beings in Yourself
• Manly Hall and the Founding of JFK University’s Transpersonal Psychology Program
• Dane Rudhyar
• Eugene Gendlin
• James Hillman and the Archetypal Psychology Tradition
• Ken Wilbur
• Larry Dossey
• Kozoko Onodera
• Ram Dass
• Fong Ha and My Other Tai Chi and Qigong Masters
• Jewish Renewal
• Conclusion: How Should We Approach Meeting a Remarkable Person
11. Practices to Guide Our Lives
• Introduction
• The Secret of the Golden Flower
• The River of Life
• Experiential Dimensions of the Golden Flower Practice: How Taoist Saliva Swallowing Saved My Life in the Desert in Israel
• Standing Meditation Qigong
• Tai Chi Chuan
• Outward Introspection
• Developing Our Own Metaphysical Practice System in Everyday Life
• The Hawaiian Flute Master
• Practicing the Opposite of Your Favorite Metaphysical Practice
12. Dancing with Deer, Not Dancing with Wolves
• Keeping Your Life’s Vision Alive by Rituals of Returning to the Source
• Dancing with Deer
• Animism and the Animal Forms of Qigong
13. What is the Origin of Tai Chi? A Transmission from Bear Creek Mountain
• Meditating on the Essence of Things in Nature
• The “True Origin” (in the Mythic Sense) of Tai Chi
• Tai Chi: A Postmodern Metaphysical View—Continued
• Using the Imaginal in Your Tai Chi Practice
14. The Greek Mystery Cave: The (Real?) Uterus of the Great Mother
• The Cave of the Oracle of Delphi
• Plato’s Story of the Cave: The World behind the World
• Second Visit to the Cave
• Initiation into Psycho-Archeological Realities: The Dragon and the Earth Mother
• The Initiatory Dimensions of the Journey into the Cave at Delphi
• Psycho-Historical Dimensions
• Cave Creation Myths: Weaving Tales to Create New Ways of Being
• A Ritual for Opening: The Imaginal Caves in Our Lives
15. The Story-Telling Psychotherapist
• Introduction
• Stories I Tell My Patients: The Monkey and the Banana, Odysseus and the Sirens, Buddha and Sickness Demon, the Jewish Farmer, Perseus and Medusa
• Healing with the Elements: Transpersonal Hypnosis for a Writer’s Block
• The Mythic Journey Process: Transforming Your Demons
- Case Illustration: A Critical Perfectionist’s Mythic Journey Process
- Case Illustration: The Passive-Aggressive Ostrich—Healing Trauma and Withdrawal
- Case Illustration: The Desperately Grasping Parrot—Healing Abandonment and Neediness
• Not Just Stories Change Our Lives: Songs, Postures and Movements
16. Joining Two Streams: Ancient Sacred Wisdom Traditions and Modern Psychotherapy
• The Seeds of Creating a Bodymind Healing Psychotherapy
• Weaving Together Qigong, Somatic Approaches to Psychotherapy, Ancient Sacred Wisdom Traditions, Energy Psychology, and Qigong
• Joining Ten Streams to Create Bodymind Healing Psychotherapy
• Creating a New Origin Myth for Psychology
• Using the Astrological Mandala as a Psychotherapeutic Meta-system
• Joining the Streams of Energy and Psychology
• Joining the Streams of Qigong and Psychotherapy
• What Psychotherapy and Qigong Give Each Other
• Joining Ten Streams to Make a Bodymind Healing Qigong
• Revisioning Metaphysics
17. The Path of the Reluctant Metaphysical Healer: Tapping on the Self-healing Secrets of the Gods
• The Path of the Reluctant Metaphysical Healer
• Creating a Healing Metaphysics: Journey to the Temple of Aesclepius
• Joining the Two Streams: In My Private Practice as a Psychologist and at an Integrative Medical Clinic
- Joining Two Streams: Qigong and Psychotherapy
- A Turning Point Patient: Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
• Integrative Healthcare
• An Integral Approach to Hypertension
18. Changing Your Life Stance: Trance-forming Your life’s Story
• Seeing the Sacred in the Gestures of Everyday Life
• What Creates Change in Psychotherapy?
• Shape-shifting in the Shamanic Cave of Creation
• The Case of the Repulsing Monkey
• A Dream of the Energy-Stream, Vacuum Cleaner in Reverse: Empowerment in Relationship to My Inner Foe
• Psychotherapy as Changing Your Life Stance
19. Weakling Scholar Learns the Secrets of Internal Arts’ Empty Force
• My Experience: Bullies, Qi, and the No-Sword School
• Crane Splitting Hands: Weakling Scholar Uses Empty Force to Protect Himself
20. Four Crows Joining: The Reluctant Metaphysics of My Father’s Death
• Metaphysical Rituals for Death and Dying
• Four Crows Joining
• Synchronicity and the Reenchantment of the Cosmos
• A Metaphysical Plane Ride
• A Mourning Ritual: Rising in a Plane with the Full Moon
21. War on Healers, the American Culture and the Environment
• The Dark Side of Storytelling: A Spider’s Web That Can Capture Your Soul
• Uranus: God of the Imagination Lives in Modern Advertising
- Fundamentalist’s Stories and the Myopia of the Cyclops
- The Fair and Balanced Storyteller versus Taking a Stance
- Texas Book Controversy and Modern Psychological Education
• The Wider Frame Stories—Cultural, Economic, Potitical, Environmental
- Culture Wars
- War on Our Economy
- War on Healers: War on Psychotherapists
- War on Plant Medicines
- War on the Environment
• The Predatory Birds that Control Our Lives
• War against Students
• The Solution: Listening to Stories with Our Hearts
22. Pelican Sinks Its Qi: A Calling from Nature to Us Humans
• A Message from the Wildlife at Esalen Institute
• The Solution Lies in Consciousness and the Awareness of Story
• Pelican Practices and Cross-Cultural Stories: A Saving Grace for Our World
• The Avatar Movie, Anima Mundi, and Hope for Our World
23. To My Children’s, Children’s Children
• Reflections on My Generation’s Contribution to Experiential Metaphysics
- Meditative Disciplines
- Metaphysical Ecology and the Wider Whole of Which We Are a Part
• Turning Our Metaphysical Eyes Heavenward: The Astrological Metaphors Hidden in Current Planetary Changes
• Turning our Metaphysical Eyes Earthward: Cooperating with Nature
• Energetic Healing
• The Reluctant Metaphysician Transformed: The Grateful Metaphysician
• The Last Hippie Standing: Standing Mediation and Finding Your Life’s Stance
Appendix I: List of Selected Stories
• Author’s Personal Stories
• Mythic Tales, Quotes, and Cross-Cultural Teaching Stories
• Patient Illustrations
Appendix II: List of Practices
Appendix III: What Psychotherapy and Qigong Give to Each Other
Appendix IV: Bodymind Healing Psychotherapy’s Contributions to the Field of Bodymind Healing
A. Contributions to Psychotherapy and Behavioral Healthcare
B. Contributions to Energy Psychology
Appendix V: Author’s Background, Training, and Contributions to Tai Chi and Qigong
Appendix VI: Quotes about Death